I am dead set against pre-marital sex.
I hear what has been said, but despite that, i will never condone what the world has to say to defend it.
I hate it how Haloscan gets rid of comments from old posts although people did leave comments. :-(
Now i cannot read what they said. Ah, you know how you can get new insight even from reading old sources?
(it's a Mandarin Chen Yu ok!)
Sometimes, the comments are still there, but a nice oval ZERO takes the place of the number that is suppose to be there. So, one might think that there're no comments at all.
There's something that i'm always obsessing over. And i know that it stems from my past.
It's always this:
Can we really communicate well? Do we clique? Can i truly be myself in front of the person without inhibitions?
I know that i have lost some of that honesty. I restrict myself a lot, i hide a lot, i pretend.
And at the end, i think people don't see me for who i really am. And when i do start expressing my inner self, they would probably think that i've changed into someone they don't know.
And wondered why they even bothered with me to begin with.
Why can't i cut the ghostly strings and live in freedom?
(courtesy of unknown artist)