I'm sorry that i cannot reply to the comments you guys left me as i am feeling distraught.
A worrying symptom has revealed itself in one of my family members and it is bothering me to no end.
You want to take it out on someone? Take it out on me! Please spare her.
God, have mercy.
When something like this happens, everything else fades away.
The reality of the situation grips you, drags you down, haunts you.
All those emails about urging you to tell the ones you love, that you love them flash before me.