If my current life could be summarized into a song title, it would be: What the @#$%.
Not only is my workload crazy, if that isn't bad enough, my personal life has to take a beating as well.
Yeah. What the @#$%, is a good song title.
Am i mad at God? No. Am i still dependent on God and trusting in Him? You bet. In fact, God is all the more important to me now than ever before. He is the only one i trust. Because humans can be so damn heinous.
But right now... God is out of the picture. My head and heart is just simply swimming in anger and sadness and i think the amount of poison being generated inside me right now can kill off a few hundred rats.
I need counselling. Pronto.
I want to run away. From school, work. Life.
Just make me freaking disappear.