Monday, September 18, 2006

I am two people

A sentimental, who shuns being sentimental.
An emo freak, who thrives on being aloof.
A romantic, who shys away from mush.
A seeker of happiness, who often falls into melancholy.
Contented, yet jealous.
Can afford to put in the effort, but leans back expecting the world to be given.
A heart that longs to help others, but is yet hardened with anger and pain.
A bearer of the soul, who hides for fear of rejection.
Probably thinks too much, but thinks too little.

I could go on and on... But i'm busy, not free.

(A 1000 word essay to be done by today and plonked into a mailbox across the island in Simei, by TODAY. Haven't typed a word yet... Cheer me on, will you.)

15 comments:

Eliss said...

u can do it... u are lor soh enough to write 1000 words. no lahhhh u have the substance to write so much one la...dun worry...but u gotta start NOW>...good luck....just joking earlier....i didnt go work today leh...very lazy

joline said...

Eliss:

Mmm? Correct me if i'm wrong but do u need to get leave or something first?

Heh, yeah, i had to tap on my lor sor-ness to crap my way through till i hit the word limit. It is therefore a skill sia~! ^.^

God's children said...

Hey babe, this is a blog that me and Jon had shared. ANyway using its profile to leave you a comment.

My blog is down! But no worries, it shld be back up by end of September. And no.. i didn't go on a hiatus. I just made a stupid dumbo wumbo mistake :(

take care babe!!


xoxox Mari the EX-lakeside girl)

joline said...

God's Children:

WA LAO! YOu know i wanted to send you an sms asking what in the world happened to your blog, can?! Scared me leh. :-(

Heh, i'm *really* glad that it's not because of some misunderstanding that called for its retraction or something. Good to hear from you. :oD

Eliss said...

heh heh. tat day my family went to eat claypot rice at beach road. Then we went upstairs to see see/ then this cute small dog looked very obedient and my younger sis went forward to see it and cooed waht a cute dog blah blah, then this dog went bonkers and attacked my sis!!! such a small dog but such a fiery one at that! My sis leg suffered a small scratch. the owner started to hit at it with a roll of newspapers....Wahhhhh now i m more scared of dogs!!

Eliss said...

ya i took urgent leave lor. i dunno leh i felt very stressful at one of my schools. Btw now i am going to two schs. And as usual it is a christian sch. I m always fated to go these convent gers schs lor. not that i mind...gers are so sweet ar...

Eliss said...

i m glad i didnt go a boys sch lor. hmmmm....one of my frends went to a boys sch and the whole sch has only one female toilet lor. i think my convent, no no is chij sch has only 3 male teachers...wah lau so precious ar these pple.but i have to say they are quite a pampered lot. cos the students worshipped them and the female teachers(alot lor) are mostly quite pretty.woah heavenly ar....

chelsea5manutd0 said...

not to worry. i am a v contradictory person too. dun understand myself.

joline said...

Eliss:

EEekkk. :-( I'm not pleased with that dog's behaviour! It was probably being protective/territorial or something, or it might not be well socialized with people. Is your sister afraid of dogs in general? Actually, how did it attack your sister?

Heh, maybe there's a reason for you to keep going to convent schools? ;-)
And teehee, that's funny lah... only 3 male teachers! And worshipped! Are they nice, bright, friendly young men? ;-P
It sounds as if the population of teachers are like, young eye candy or something.

joline said...

chelsea5manutd0:

Ah... Such a puzzle. When we don't understand ourselves, we would like to think that someone else can or would be able to understand us.

Eliss said...

i think it is because i went to catholic jc. so in the records, it look suitable to go to this chij sch which is near my house, in fact, i walked home from there..... I have even thought of going home to eat lunch..heh heh
no lah my sis loves dog one la....she likes dogs esp golden retrievers!but she is now very sad that it leaves a scar on her leg....she said it is sadder than pimples on her face lor....NAUGTHY DOGS!!!!

Eliss said...

it was on a lease tied to the railings outside the shops. so it struggled agst the lease and scratched around with its front paws at my sis. then my sis stood rooted there. Heng ar if she was nearer it, i m sure the scar will be bigger. the next day, she and my older sis went to a famous skin doc at tampines(wait for 2,3 hrs kind) and the doc said shud have no scar lor. Lets hope for the best

joline said...

Eliss:

Oh i see. Hmm. Can save on transport costs liddat... Very nice!
MY GOODNESS. The claw gash sounds serious! :-((((( No need stitches right?

Eliss said...

no need stiches lah. i m so excited i m going to japan in nov! wah the last time i take a plane must have been at least 4 yrs ago....japan here i come! i want to go China next yr i want to go Shanghai or the Yangtze River

Eliss said...

hey how come it says 0 particles in the vacuum when got so many comments? btw i want to ask u how is ur 1000words essay?