Sad.

I hate doing this.
And this is the second time it has happened.

I hate rejection and i hate to reject.

The hurt in my heart is mirrored in the other party's.
But his hurt is a few times mine.

I do not wish to boast. I do not want to come across as a braggart.
Am just feeling SO DARN MISERABLE.

Imagine someone hurting BECAUSE of you. Who ever likes to make ANYONE hurt? (apart from out of spite/revenge)
This is downright cruel. But i had no choice.
All i wanted to do was to help.

Why.
Why.
Why.

The human soul.
The human emotions.
The human body.
All Broken.

Love. Such a word.
So much joy, so much pain.

OH LORD HELP!
Be his solace and mine.
If he would only open his heart to hear.